Boy what a week I've had but today did top it. Changes at work are coming. I've worked at the same place for 20 yrs so changes won't come easy I'm sure. But I'm trying to look at the positives and just go with the flow. I'm glad I'm on my weight loss journey because at least if things fall through I will be more marketable at this weight than my old weight.
Then I received 2 emails from 2 of my son's teachers saying he was missing work and failing their classes. They both are giving him assignments to bring his grades up so I had to drop the hammer when we got home. It wasn't fun, very upsetting to both of us. I'm hoping to get him through the 6th grade.
Then I got a letter from my niece. I don't even want to talk about that lol. Lets just say I'm not happy with her choices AT ALL. But it is her life and she's going to do as she wishes. I'm not sure I want to be a part of it though. Maybe I just need to distance myself to save my own emotions about the whole thing.
Of course all this isn't the end of the world. It's just life.
I did go to TOPS and lose a lb so that made me feel at least a pinch better in my dismal day. It was a good meeting too, about motivation.
I came home had dinner and have no desire to eat anything else tonight. Though my emotions are running HIGH I'm feeling like I need to just realize that through all this the bottom line is it's my choice how I handle things. Food definitely doesn't fix a darn thing.